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You disgust me [02 Mar 2013|02:36am]
You are the most chauvinistic, ignorant, annoying piece of filth I have ever had the misfortune of knowing. You want to be treated like a man, and you are NOT a child anymore. Yet, you think the only thing a woman is good for is to give you pleasure. You think that life is just all one big party and you never have to take any responsibility for anything you do because someone else has always gotten you out of shit or protected you. You think you are just so good and that you are "the pimp", well I've got bad news for you. Playing with little schoolgirls and the people up here who have never left their small towns doesn't make you anything other than a whore. Plus you aren't even protecting yourself so that shows how little respect you have for yourself let alone the girls that you are with. The world doesn't owe you anything kid. You don't ask to do something by telling someone they are going to let you do whatever. You are a wet behind the ears little annoyance who really does need an ass kicking.
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Post Op (a bit late) [22 Mar 2012|11:38am]
[ mood | sore ]

Well, surgery went fine for the most part. Fortunately I didn't have to stay at the hospital. My surgeon and anesthesiologist and nurses were all really cool. They said that it would take about a week for me to start feeling like myself again. It was also going to take some time for the soreness to go away afterwards. Something like two to three weeks for mobility and strength to come back. I was really hoping to be up and running by today, literally. But it is what it is, so for now I'll take my meds and try to relax. I overdid it the last two days by trying to do too much so I'm going to behave today and tomorrow and see how I feel Saturday. I am alive and well though and looking forward to once the healing process is over and hopefully can get off all the meds and such. That would be great.

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Quick and basic [26 Mar 2011|04:17am]
Bad news: Hospital visit including an NG Tube (if you don't know, it goes in your nose, down your throat into your stomach.)
Worse news: Girlfriend and her mother having to watch them do this to me.
Good news: Not being admitted.
Even Better news: Girlfriend buying me a really nice new laptop to cheer me up. That's some serious love.

That's about it. Well, that's a lie. There's quite a bit more. I just don't feel like typing it out lol.
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Advanced Composition [13 Nov 2010|01:40am]
As much as I was stressing over what I made on my paper last week it turned out to be pointless since I made an A. At least that's some good news :)
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Progress [25 Jul 2010|12:44am]
I wish I could say things are moving faster than they are, but they aren't. We are making progress though. The other bookshelf is up and have unloaded four crates into it, which leaves not only room in the bookshelf for organizing but more room in our closet now. Slowly we are getting there. We have matching nightstands and lamps lol. It's really starting to look and feel like "home" and I couldn't be happier. Our room is starting to feel like a couples room should feel. Tomorrow is catch up day and homework day for Precalculus. The class is royally kicking my butt.
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Settling Dust [03 Jul 2010|10:18am]
[ mood | curious ]

Well things aren't quite where they should be yet. Not quite. There is still a lot of work to be done as far as getting the new place in order. Trying to get as much done today as I can because I want to sort of take tomorrow as a breather because my precalculus class starts Monday and it looks like it's going to be a tough one. The area has a whole different feel to it and Phoenyx loves it here so far. There are still some things that have to wait for awhile due to financial constraints but we'll get it all figured out. Lately all I've wanted to do is write and have had no time to.

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School [26 Feb 2010|12:36am]
Perfect score on my final, 4.0 GPA for the semester which means Dean's List again for me. Monday, it all starts again.
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Hi!! [31 Dec 2009|10:54pm]
Happy New Years to all!!
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Happy Thanksgiving day. [26 Nov 2009|06:46pm]
[ mood | full ]

Very very full. Such good food and good company. Talks of new traditions and things to come. I'm very grateful for today and the things I have in my life. Happy ThanksEating day for all my friends. I hope all of you had a good day and are aware of the things you have to be thankful for. I've been calling it ThanksEating day for the last week though.

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Silence [19 Nov 2009|11:55pm]
It's not that I don't have anything to say at the moment, it's just that, I'm not sure if I really feel like sharing. I've gotten way too private lately.
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Thought for the morning [12 Nov 2009|08:12am]
[ mood | content ]

Although it's not perfect, I'm happy with my life. Who I'm with, how my son is turning out, how I'm doing in school. Some things, no matter how small make it all worth it.

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Revelation [27 Oct 2009|04:18am]
Some people truly aren't worth the time it takes to trouble over them. Seriously. I don't know why I bother with them sometimes.
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Patient patient [09 Oct 2009|12:12am]
[ mood | amazed ]

     Yesterday while I was out of town, I called my doctor's office to have two of my prescriptions called in to the pharmacy I use. I knew I would be back in town in time to pick them up and take them. One of said medications is for migraines. After the amount of driving and everything I wasn't feeling my particular best. That and trying to read my text book on my girlfriends laptop is not fun. Plus I knew I still had more to do. It's been a pretty busy week. I've spent  more time driving than I usually do in a month. I'm getting off track though. I called, told the receptionists which medications I needed refilled. My migraine medication and the medication for RLS he has me on. I asked if they would probably be in by about 2:30 or 3 pm, around the time I knew I'd be arriving back in town. She said they should be. Ok, no problem. At least I thought so at first. I put it in the back of my mind and went back about my day and my studying and visiting and other fun stuff. Well not all necessarily fun. I returned to town and stopped in at the pharmacy to discover....there's nothing there. Ok, this sometimes happens, it could have been a busy day. Mind you this happened once to me before and it took over a week to get my medication and my doctor was pissed his nurse didn't get it taken care of quicker. So, I didn't stress. I got home, called the office and she brought it up and told me that the nurse hadn't gotten to it yet and to check back at my pharmacy after 5, and it should be there. Ok, no problem. A little aggravated but no big deal. Around seven pm I called the pharmacy back, still nothing. Now I'm getting a bit stressed and worried. I knew I had class in a few hours so I wasn't going to let anything interfere with that. Mother nature had other plans though and thanks to a bad connection I couldn't hear anything in class so I'm hoping to watch the recording later. 
      This morning I get up, get Phoenyx up and off to school and decided to lay down and rest for awhile. I get up and take care of some running and cleaning and figure I'll check the pharmacy. Thinking maybe that they got to it this morning I called only to find out, nothing is there at all. Now I'm aggravated and stressed out. I shouldn't let my medications run completely out but things happen and I had been doing good with just ibuprofen. Shit happens though. That and RLS makes trying to sleep some times a pain in the ass. I call the doctor's office, to try and figure out what went on. The receptionist looked it up and tells me, you'll love this, "Oh, she just hasn't gotten to it yet apparently." What the fuck people?!?! I know that there are important things to take care of and I don't claim to be a priority or anything like that but still, it shouldn't take 24 hours to do. The receptionist said she'd send it back in to my doctor and try and get it taken care of and that if I don't hear from them, to check my pharmacy after 5. I try to have patience as best I can but I started thinking, what if this would have been like a life dependant medication. It wasn't my blood pressure meds or anyone, but what if it was someone needing nitroglycerin or digitalis or insulin or something like that. Sometimes people just get lost in the shuffle and don't get their stuff refilled on time. When I run out of refills on a med I need, my doctor said just call, he'll make sure it gets done. 
       After dropping the girlfriend off at work, I stopped in and thankfully they were done. I told the girl what had happened and she uses the same doctor I do. She told me that at one point she ended up waiting three days for a prescription to get called in for one of her daily medications. I don't know what it was but I hope it wasn't anything life dependant. Ok, that's my weekly venting. I was just aggravated, but thankfully it got done. Now, I can get back to my studying and schoolwork and then call it a night. Thank you :)

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Happy Father's Day [21 Jun 2009|02:05pm]
To my friends who are fathers now or are expecting to be one and to those women who are both mother and father. Happy Father's Day.
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Always good to be early [09 May 2009|11:33am]
[ mood | hopeful ]

Happy birthday patient_travelr . Orion, I hope you the best my friend. Another year where things turn up more good than bad and less hospital visits than the years before.

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early again [05 May 2009|11:14pm]
happy bday habibekindheart
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A few hours early... [08 Apr 2009|11:13pm]
Happy bday china690  !!!
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Belated wishes [07 Apr 2009|11:28pm]
Happy bday psychospider 
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A good day [03 Mar 2009|11:06pm]
   For once, it was a very calm birthday. I received a very good phone call which will hopefully lead to very good things tomorrow morning. Thank you everyone.
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Another Year Older [03 Mar 2009|01:42pm]
[ mood | creative ]

   The cake is in the oven, pepperoni rolls to ensue tonight. Hoping that much gaming will follow and no major issues. The text messages and obligatory phone calls have been going on. Just another year older lol.

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